When God seems far away, He said...

Do you ever feel of times that God doesn't care about you? That He's not watching over you? He's not even hearing your heart crying out at times you can't handle it on your own? Do you think He has left you alone without answers? That even though how hard we seek Him, He's still not responding... Well, break that thought! Because He said, "child, can I forsake you? Am I a God far away for you and not a God nearby? You can't even hide away from me." Sometimes, I feel like that, but God made me realize the truth that He's always been with me and never going away from me. That He's just watching how I do it and how will I do that. Just like a real father that guided us when we do some things. God doesn't go the distance; he's just here with us, with everyone of us. We just really can't fathom how God does things like that. We were purely visible to Him although we cannot see Him. And the only thing that made us closer to God is our faith that's also come from Him. I just realized why God move so creepy around me. It was because my being so dependent on Him was unlikely and inappropriately unrighteous that it came to be so destructing for myself. God knows it! He knew everything about me. And He knows how or when to break me whenever I'm not doing it right. It's just I was so slow on realizing that God wants something else for me. He's changing my attitude into something helpful and good. He made me realize that I'm not a baby anymore. That I should now learn to walk on my own, "stop acting like a baby and be mature!" *God shaken me*. “Work with me, I want to do something on you and I need your full cooperation. There are greater things that will come in your life and I am the one who prepared it for you. But before that "I want you to be ready!" He said...


"I have hurt you because I will be the one to pick you up and put you to where I have planned to place you. It is so that my glory may be revealed through you. Just remain in faith and be patient because I am not yet finish with you, my child." (2 Corinthian 7:9-10, CEV)